Breathing_Soul's Xanga

Hey yo

Thu, 02 Nov 2006 22:13:44 GMT

We really havent been keeping up...i played another show a few weeks ago

Me and Bens 8Months is Sunday ^_^ ...we have a big date weekend planned =)

NEW NEW NEW XANGA NEW NEW NEW

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Samantha

6 months

Mon, 04 Sep 2006 23:52:43 GMT

This has been the greatest 6 months i've ever had. Thank you ^_^. I really dont remeber a time in my life that ive ever been more happy, your amzaing ...one of te greatest reasons i love you. Your everything that i've ever hoped for, and your everything i'll ever need.

this is my forever

I love you

-Samantha - the one he loves

Hello

Mon, 14 Aug 2006 16:12:34 GMT

good friend, i missed you

we havent talked much, I miss you

please say hello

You are everything

Fri, 28 Jul 2006 12:22:33 GMT

i've ever hoped for

your everything i need

you are my Ben, a seed planted in my heart

to grow forever...and to never leave

I've just been loving Ben alot today =)

Friday, July 07, 2006

Fri, 07 Jul 2006 17:55:29 GMT

Life

Fri, 30 Jun 2006 00:51:24 GMT

is beautiful

and am soo blessed =)

I have the love of my life, and he has been right under my nose the whole time

Thank you God, thank you for giving this person to me to be my forever

amen

This is for someone , and they know who they are

Tue, 20 Jun 2006 21:04:55 GMT

All i want to know is...why do you dislike me?

I was just trying to be your friend, so if we ever met in person things wouldn't be akward.

It was was i meant not what i said, i should have said it differnt.

Im really sorry, i feel like you Hate me.

Im sorry for whatever i did to make you feel this way...if we could ever be friends that would be great.

Because...i think your cool...you lived the life i live now, so i wanted to learn from you...maybe one day

...friends

end

So...

Mon, 19 Jun 2006 13:13:58 GMT

how is everyones weekend going to this week? (just wandering)

Monday, June 12, 2006

Mon, 12 Jun 2006 01:29:06 GMT

Hey guys i got a new haircut...what do you think?

You like? SHORT SHORT SHORT!

Ben likes it too

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

Tue, 30 May 2006 13:40:06 GMT

ahhh. This is for Ben

So as i sit here in the room with no one, no sound..and only thoughts of these things come to mind

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i miss you

more than you can ever understand

ever.

and i dont know where we are going to go

but i want to tell you all the memories i have

all the things i miss

and the things, that make me love you

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i miss the time you came and saw me at work. remember how the I just fiddled with stuff while talking to you so people would think im working? remember how ovious it was that i wasnt? remember how we talked about random crap that diddnt matter? (I love to talk about crap)

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Remember how awkward and shy our conversation was back when we were just flirting? when i look back, that was so cute.

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Remeber our Trip...my first road trip...we had alot of fun drving up there....just me and you in the truck...you held me all the way. Then we just fooled around at the Hidden....we home and stayed up late and watched TV...then we went and hung out all day and even though i caused some drama for you and myself it was good so that i would know what not to do...i remeber how bad i felt...and that you might leave me..that feeling hurt more than anything....but you proved me different...

That night just me and you went and got taco bell..and ate in the road...and you farted ^_^....then i wached you fall asleep.

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i remeber text messages, myspace messages, poems, pictures, instant messages, phone conversations, everything....i never forget

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I love the reply you give me when i say "you promise?" "are you sure?"

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Now i have a better reason for loving maccironi

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i always offered you popcicles or soda or any other random snack at my house, and you always said no, even tho i was pretty sure you wanted some...so i have to rember to ask twice ^_^

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I loved how i talked about flying kites with you...and then you took me....and you killed Jasons Kite

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I would always wander about how my room smelt..because of that darn hamster..i bet it smells bad...you just dont want to tell me

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Remeber when we went to wal-mart and made all the elmos dance...and i looked supa cool with my helmet :P

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It was soo funny that The mexican guys sang happy birthay and hit me in the head ...and it wasnt my birthday
THen we had that shoe fight with lili and andrew

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When we went to the zoo...theres was barly any animals so we admired each other

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I Love how we just talk...and it doent even have to be about anything...i love that i really do

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I'd wish you tell me about the rest of your childhood
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i love laying on your bed, looking into your eyes.

but most of all

i love you.

and i hope you still remember all these things. i hope you think of them sometimes. i hope you miss them too.

and i hope we keep making memories.

cause i love you

cause your my Ben

love Samantha